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I’ve watched a lot of Supernanny and there is almost never a family with an only child

Thursday January 28, 2010

It’s been a long time since I wrote on this thing because we don’t have a working computer at home. Boo!

I’m still pregnant for about 5 more weeks or so. Our baby is a girl and her name will be Elliott Addison. Being pregnant has been pretty weird. Everything has gone very smooth, but it’s still weird to have a human inside of me. I’m at a point right now where you can see the baby moving from the outside of my body and it’s, pretty much, the craziest thing that’s every happened. I can’t wait to meet her!

On another note, I’m kind of sad that it’s not going to be just Paul and I anymore, ever. It’s has always been just the two of us, so I’m trying to really appreciate these last few weeks alone together.

I’m pretty terrified about gettting a human out of my body and then actually having to make sure she survives. I think the people from the hospital are going to know that I have no idea what I’m doing, and therefore, will not let me take her home.

I’m trying to enjoy all of this craizness as well, because I’m not going to be pregnant again. We’re only having this one child. I know, I know, I’m the devil and my child is going to be a lonely, spoiled brat, and my husband is secretly going to hate me because he doesn’t have a boy child, but then again, I don’t care what you have to say about it.